{"id":426,"date":"2019-03-31T18:40:30","date_gmt":"2019-03-31T22:40:30","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/lineh.nyc\/?p=426"},"modified":"2019-03-31T18:40:35","modified_gmt":"2019-03-31T22:40:35","slug":"awakened","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/lineh.nyc\/?p=426","title":{"rendered":"&#8220;Awakened&#8221;"},"content":{"rendered":"<body>\n<blockquote style=\"text-align:center\" class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\"><p> <br>The word <em>Buddha <\/em>means \u201cThe Awakened One\u201d in Sanskrit. <\/p><\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Imagine\nwaking up one morning and not knowing who you are. Just sitting in your bed\nstaring at the ceiling and saying \u201cWho am I?\u201d How did I get here? That was me\nover a decade ago. A single mother with two kids, working a minimum wage job,\nand oh yea, in an abusive relationship.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 If you\nwould have asked me when I was in high school do you think this would be your\nlife I definitely would of said HELL NO! I had dreams, big dreams. I wanted to join\nthe Air Force, travel the world, fly planes and eventually join J.A.G (Judge Advocate\nGeneral Corps). Never did I expect I would get pregnant at 18yrs old and have\ntwo kids by the time I was 22yrs old and be with a man that used me as his\npersonal punching bag. I was so full of life before my first daughter, I just\nknew the world was my oyster as they say and I was going to take advantage of\nthat. There was so much I wanted to learn and see. I am not someone who gives\nup easily and though I was not joining the Air Force I refuse to allow the fact\nthat I was a teen mom to stop me from pursuing other avenues that were still\nopen to me. I choose to go to college and work on getting a Bachelor\u2019s Degree\nin criminal justice. My goal was to definitely show my daughter that life is\nall about curve balls. Regardless of why we make the choices we make, we have\nto own them and try to find another way when those choices come back to bite\nus.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Though I\nthought I had a pretty good handle on my life, I didn\u2019t. I was lonely, missing\nmy friends, who were either working, going to college, or just enjoying being\nyoung and free. I was home alone with a baby most of the day, with no one to\ntalk to, I was super excited when I was finally able to enroll in college\nclasses. That is where I met the man that would change me forever, traveling to\nschool. I sometimes think about that day and say \u201chow did I not see it\u201d how did\nI not notice that he was damaged and willing to hurt others due to his damage.\nNow I know that I was damaged myself and damage people usually attract other\ndamage people. The attention I was getting made me feel good, it was something I\nneeded and wanted. When you have a baby at that age, you barely know how to\ntake care of yourself physically let alone emotionally. I didn\u2019t know how to\nhandle or how to care for what I was feeling emotionally being such a young\nmom. I didn\u2019t have an example or someone to relate to all I knew was I felt all\nalone.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 The\nabuse both physical and emotional lasted for 5yrs, the relationship resulted in\nme having another daughter. I was in fear of my life and the well-being of my\nkids, but couldn\u2019t get the courage to leave. My head and heart knew that this\nwasn\u2019t okay, I hated that my kids were witness to this and this was their life\ntoo. I needed a push I needed something or someone to help me. Pull me by the\nhand and say let\u2019s go. Well the universe must have had enough of me saying I was\nleaving and dreaming about leaving but never actually doing it. It gave me the\nbiggest smack in the face when my entire family (Grand Mother, Mother, Brother,\n1<sup>st<\/sup> daughter, 2<sup>nd<\/sup> Daughter) was involved in a horrible\ncar accident. My 1<sup>st<\/sup> Daughter and brother were thrown from the car\nand went through the windshield. Suffering severe injuries and undergoing\nemergency surgeries. I remember that phone call to this day, I will never forget\nit or forget the feeling I had in my stomach. I remember falling to the ground\nbecause my whole body went numb. All I could do was pray, I had no control of\nthe situation or the outcome. So that is exactly what I did. I prayed and\nprayed and prayed some more. I believed in a higher power, I was definitely\nmore spiritual then religious I was always that way. I didn\u2019t know what was\nabove the clouds all I knew is that I needed all the spiritual guidance I could\nget. I begged for my daughter\u2019s life to be saved. I confessed all the stupid\ndecisions I had been making since my kids were born and made a vow to change\nthose decisions. I knew the life I was living, was no good and wasn\u2019t going to\nend well either. My kids deserved better they didn\u2019t ask to be here they didn\u2019t\nask for this situation. I prayed \u201cPlease save her and I will leave him, I will\nnot allow him to make me a victim no longer\u201d. I promised and I planned on\nkeeping that promise. That\u2019s exactly what I did, once my family was stable and\nwe could start to heal from this accident, I put him out and got a restraining\norder. I wasn\u2019t playing any games, this was going to be the beginning of the\nend of this toxic relationship.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Kicking\nhis sorry ass to the curb was the easy part, the hard part was dealing with the\nemotional trauma my kids and I suffered with for the past 5yrs. I was so angry\nat myself, I felt like I wasn\u2019t a good mother. I mean what kind of mom allows a\nman to physically, emotionally, and mentally abuse her and stay with him. All\nthe cheating and the illegitimate babies that were born due to his infidelity.\nThe nights I cried, once again I was dealing with emotions that I did not know\nhow to care for. What made it worse is now I have to little girls who are also\ndealing with emotions and I don\u2019t know how to care for those emotions. I didn\u2019t\nlearn how to care for mine so I can\u2019t care for others. I remember expressing to\na friend that I was in a funk and that I felt just as bad as I did when I was still\nin the relationship. I thought leaving him would make my life better, he was\ngone but I was still sad. My friend suggested therapy. I figured it couldn\u2019t\nhurt, I was willing to try anything at this point. I started to see a\ntherapist, I figured I had to get myself right first before I could get my kids\nright, I needed to understand where my head was at. It was in therapy that I was\ndiagnosed with both postpartum depression and Major Depressive Disorder (MDD).\nMy therapist was sure I had Postpartum since the birth my first daughter and\nMDD was the result of being a victim of Domestic Violence. \u00a0(Survivors of\ndomestic violence are nearly twice as likely to suffer depressive symptoms\ncompared to women who have not experienced domestic abuse.)<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 It may\nsound weird but finally having answers to my emotional state was so \u201cAwakening\u201d\nI felt like a window finally opened for me and I could actually let sun light\nit. I knew what I was dealing with and could come up with plan to get better. The\nroad wasn\u2019t going to be easy I had so much emotional baggage to uncover. I knew\nright away that I didn\u2019t want any medication, I wanted to handle this one day\nat a time. My therapist recommended a journal, which was perfect for me because\nI had been keeping a journal since I was young. Another option she suggested\nwas church, a religious group, or a support group. She said religion helps with\ndepressions a lot. I knew off the bat that Christianity was not the route for\nme, I grew up catholic but I remember always feeling like if I wasn\u2019t perfect God\nwouldn\u2019t love me (Which isn\u2019t true) and I am bi-sexual. I wanted to be me, I wanted\nto feel like flaws and all I was loved by a higher power. I looked up different\nreligions, read about the different practices and the one that stood out to me\nthe one that made me want to learn more was Buddhism. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Buddhism\nis a religion that was founded by Siddhartha Gautama (\u201cThe Buddha\u201d) more than\n2,500 years ago in India. With about 470 million followers, scholars consider\nBuddhism one of the major world religions. The religion has historically been\nmost prominent in East and Southeast Asia, but its influence is growing in the\nWest. The Buddhist cosmology is distinctly different from that of other\nreligions which usually recognize only earth as the center of the universe and\nthe only planet with living beings. The Buddhist viewpoint is that of one\nbillion solar systems. There is no almighty God in Buddhism. There is no one to\nhand out punishment on a supposedly Judgement Day. No savior concept in\nBuddhism. It is not within the power of a Buddha to wash away the impurities of\nothers.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 What\ndrew me to Buddhism the most was the liberation of self is the responsibility\nof one\u2019s own self. It places heavy emphasis on self-reliance, self-discipline\nand individual striving. Which for me was so important. I am in control of my\nlife now. For so long I felt so defeated and didn\u2019t have control. \u00a0I can\u2019t control others and there are\nsomethings in life that just happen not due to anything on my part i.e. the car\naccident but I am in control of my decisions. In Buddhism, the ultimate\nobjective of followers\/practitioners is enlightenment and\/or liberations from\nSamsara; rather than go to a Heaven. The importance of Non-attachment. One must\nnot be to attached to good deeds or the idea of doing good; otherwise it is\njust another form of craving. The Buddha is omniscient but he is not omnipotent,\na Buddha does not claim to be a creator of lives or the universe. The tradition\nand practice of meditation in Buddhism are relatively important and strong. Meditation\nis where I found my peace. Where I was able to control my thoughts and fears\nand focus. Meditation saved me.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Two books that help save\nmy life along with studying Buddhism was <em>The\nMastery of self by Don Miguel Ruiz JR. <\/em>and <em>Being Peace by Thich Nhat Hanh. <\/em>I would recommend these two books\nto anyone suffering from depression and also looking for some enlightenment.\nThese books will definitely have you sit back and think about the past and\nfuture. I was so grateful for my therapist for helping me on the path of\nbecoming a better version of myself and becoming a better mother. I was able to\nsit down and have a conversation with my kids, to talk about their fears, and\nto understand them and be able to help them with their emotional trauma. With\ntherapy, meditation, attending support groups I was getting to a place of\npeace. While attending one of my survivors of domestic violence support groups I\nwas blessed and deep down in my heart I know it was meant for me to hear\nspecifically, I heard a song that was my life. This song was exactly how I felt\n(past) and what I was working towards (future). The chorus is the quote of my\nlife, even the quote of my webpage. This song has become what I like to call my\nquick therapy when I feel myself slipping or at a cross road that starts to\nbring back my fears (Because depression doesn\u2019t go away, it\u2019s a addictions that\nI fight every single day) is <em>Peace within\nby Terry Dexter \u201c<strong>I\u2019ve lived through situations\nthought I would not survive through trial and tribulations I found the strength\nto rise above my circumstance and learn to love just who I am, I find my peace\nwithin.\u201d <\/strong><\/em>Such powerful words in one sentence for me. When I hear her\nsing this song it brings a strength that I sometimes feel isn\u2019t there and bam I\nhear this song and my strength resurfaces. I awaken. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I am a work in progress every day I learn to become a better version of myself, a better mother, sister, daughter, and friend. Every day I wake up wanting to strive for all the things I gave up, I wake up wanted to love my kids harder, I wake up wanting to love myself better, I wake up grateful for being able to start over. I become awakened to all the universe has to offer me and all the possibilities out there. My life may not have gone the directions I thought, but maybe I was wrong maybe just maybe I needed to go through all I went through to see what was right in front of me. There is always room for improvement, and I will battle myself everyday but I have the tools I need for that battle and can always learn more tools, either way I refuse to sit back and not take control of my life. Buddhism has been such an important part of my life, it saved my life. Practicing and studying Buddhism has made it possible for me to function and understand myself and help me understand others. Regardless of what religion you practice there is something about having faith in something bigger than yourself bigger than this world that makes life just a little bit easier.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image\"><img decoding=\"async\" width=\"4032\" height=\"3024\" data-attachment-id=\"434\" data-permalink=\"https:\/\/lineh.nyc\/?attachment_id=434\" data-orig-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/lineh.nyc\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/03\/IMG_1023.jpg?fit=4032%2C3024&amp;ssl=1\" data-orig-size=\"4032,3024\" data-comments-opened=\"0\" data-image-meta=\"{&quot;orientation&quot;:&quot;6&quot;}\" data-image-title=\"IMG_1023\" data-image-description=\"\" data-image-caption=\"\" data-large-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/lineh.nyc\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/03\/IMG_1023.jpg?fit=755%2C566&amp;ssl=1\" src=\"https:\/\/i2.wp.com\/lineh.nyc\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/03\/IMG_1023.jpg?fit=755%2C566\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-434\" loading=\"lazy\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/lineh.nyc\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/03\/IMG_1023.jpg?w=4032&amp;ssl=1 4032w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/lineh.nyc\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/03\/IMG_1023.jpg?resize=300%2C225&amp;ssl=1 300w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/lineh.nyc\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/03\/IMG_1023.jpg?resize=768%2C576&amp;ssl=1 768w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/lineh.nyc\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/03\/IMG_1023.jpg?resize=1024%2C768&amp;ssl=1 1024w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/lineh.nyc\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/03\/IMG_1023.jpg?w=1510 1510w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/lineh.nyc\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/03\/IMG_1023.jpg?w=2265 2265w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 755px) 100vw, 755px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image\"><img decoding=\"async\" width=\"4032\" height=\"3024\" data-attachment-id=\"435\" data-permalink=\"https:\/\/lineh.nyc\/?attachment_id=435\" data-orig-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/lineh.nyc\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/03\/IMG_1022.jpg?fit=4032%2C3024&amp;ssl=1\" data-orig-size=\"4032,3024\" data-comments-opened=\"0\" data-image-meta=\"{&quot;orientation&quot;:&quot;6&quot;}\" data-image-title=\"IMG_1022\" data-image-description=\"\" data-image-caption=\"\" data-large-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/lineh.nyc\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/03\/IMG_1022.jpg?fit=755%2C566&amp;ssl=1\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/lineh.nyc\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/03\/IMG_1022.jpg?fit=755%2C566\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-435\" loading=\"lazy\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/lineh.nyc\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/03\/IMG_1022.jpg?w=4032&amp;ssl=1 4032w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/lineh.nyc\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/03\/IMG_1022.jpg?resize=300%2C225&amp;ssl=1 300w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/lineh.nyc\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/03\/IMG_1022.jpg?resize=768%2C576&amp;ssl=1 768w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/lineh.nyc\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/03\/IMG_1022.jpg?resize=1024%2C768&amp;ssl=1 1024w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/lineh.nyc\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/03\/IMG_1022.jpg?w=1510 1510w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/lineh.nyc\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/03\/IMG_1022.jpg?w=2265 2265w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 755px) 100vw, 755px\" \/><\/figure>\n<\/body>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>The word Buddha means \u201cThe Awakened One\u201d in Sanskrit. \u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Imagine waking up one morning and not knowing who you are. Just sitting in your bed staring at the ceiling and saying \u201cWho am I?\u201d How did I get here?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"quote","meta":{"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_feature_clip_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2},"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-426","post","type-post","status-publish","format-quote","hentry","category-my-thoughts","post_format-post-format-quote"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/s6unfK-awakened","jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":96,"url":"https:\/\/lineh.nyc\/?p=96","url_meta":{"origin":426,"position":0},"title":"Raising Kids In A Scary World&#8230;","author":"Lin\u00e9h","date":"December 5, 2015","format":false,"excerpt":"Growing up I can remember my mom being the stricter parent out of my group of friends. \u00a0I had an earlier curfew for more years than I would like to admit, I wasn't allowed riding in cars with teenagers {for a very long time}, I couldn't do a sleepover and\u2026","rel":"","context":"In &quot;My thoughts&quot;","block_context":{"text":"My thoughts","link":"https:\/\/lineh.nyc\/?cat=4"},"img":{"alt_text":"cc9982d6a289ed5be6440aa1570d7993","src":"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/lineh.nyc\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/12\/cc9982d6a289ed5be6440aa1570d7993-201x300.jpg?resize=350%2C200","width":350,"height":200},"classes":[]},{"id":351,"url":"https:\/\/lineh.nyc\/?p=351","url_meta":{"origin":426,"position":1},"title":"Starting My Podcast","author":"Lin\u00e9h","date":"January 15, 2019","format":"quote","excerpt":"LINEH I am so excited to announce that I am finally starting my very own podcast on spreaker.com Lin\u00e9h pronounced (lee-nay). 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